Showing posts with label goals. Show all posts
Showing posts with label goals. Show all posts

Friday, April 2, 2010

Astanga

“So Kai, what did you do at school today?”

Well...today, I put my legs behind my head in Supta Kurmasana and then lifted my body up with my hands!

*ahem*

Okay, okay! What *really* happened is this: The teacher put my legs behind my head, then she hauled me up like a sack of potatoes while I gasped for breath and my eyes bugged out. I mean, seriously. I did NOT know that my body could do that!

I enjoyed the week with Teacher M, but it was great to have the regular teachers back, and bonus: this morning they were BOTH there at the same time. I received a variety of different adjustments and some great feedback about my practice from the two of them, Teacher R in particular.

I met her only briefly when I came to the led Primary last August, so I didn’t get much of an impression. She’s really great in the Mysore room! She talked me through a couple of adjustments, giving verbal cues to help me go deeper. I like to know the ‘whys’ of things and I think she sensed this because she offered explanations whenever possible. We had a chat about Janu Sirsasana C and possible modifications for it. This pose is frustrating to me because I can DO IT just fine, but if I do, I can’t walk the next day without considerable pain.

A few of you have asked what the deal is with my feet, so here’s the scoop: When I was in my mid-20s, I was diagnosed with a condition called Morton’s Neuroma in both my feet. It’s an abnormal enlargement of plantar nerve between the third and fourth toes which is aggravated by extreme flexion of the toes (like squatting with heels raised, or even wearing high heels). It’s extremely unusual to find it in young people. I developed the condition from years of squatting on archaeological sites in my teens and early 20s. Because of this condition, I’m contra-indicated for Janu Sirsasana C and also for rolling over my toes in vinyasa (which is unspeakably annoying and sometimes I just do it anyway because it’s SO much easier).

The only real ‘cure’ is surgical. My hope is that eventually, the nerve condition will heal itself through my yoga practice. It’s not an unreasonable hope - I had severe plantar fasciaitis in my left foot which yoga corrected.

I had a great practice today. Once again, I was sweating buckets. I may need to investigate that Halo headband after all (I’ve been making due with the bamboo headband I bought at the show last weekend). I’m pretty sure the Shala was hotter today and I was definitely working harder.

Backbend Bootcamp started in earnest today. Teacher R stayed with me for all five backbends. She suggested that I widen my feet slightly, corrected my right foot (which always like to point out slightly) and asked me to straighten my arms more. I held the first two Urdhva Dhanurasana for 8 breaths and the third for almost 10 because R had me walk my hands in. I was trying mightily to bring the weight into my feet, but it’s *hard*. It made me feel like I was bending my knees a lot.

I held the last backbend for as long as I could, but finally collapsed in a heap. We were both grinning at that point. Clearly, I need to build some endurance in these backbends! Afterward, she said “Chakrasana?” and I begged off. I told her that I just don’t have it in me after Urdhva Dhanurasana, so she let me off the hook this time. BUT! I rolled and landed all of my other Chakrasanas today, two of them on the first try!

Princess Fur is really missing me in the mornings. Yoga Time was always nice for her because I was on the floor, nearby and she had company and the occasional ear scritch from me. Yesterday morning, she crawled onto my lap before I left for the Shala. It was my best Dandasana of the day.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Astanga

It seems I’ve finally ‘settled in’ to the Shala, at least into the routine with Teacher M. I feel comfortable with the room, I’m moving through my practice without skipping poses and I’ve cleaned up my Primary Series a lot. Interestingly, I’m not sweating as much. I wonder if I was overheating because of nervousness?

This week, Teacher M pointed out other areas that I could streamline my practice, like keeping my extended leg straight as I lift up and grab the toe in Utthita Hasta Padangusthasana, and coming up into Sarvangasana on one breath instead of moving through Halasana first and fussing with my arms.

Kurmasana was a theme again today. With the adjustment, I was able to get my chest and chin to the floor. I worked very hard in the pose and tried to lift my heels off the floor, but it’s not happening for me yet. I bound hands AND ankles myself in Supta Kurmasana, though. I seemed to have corralled the Sleeping Turtle for the time being! Next step is really bringing the legs behind the head in the pose.

I’ve chilled on the Chakrasanas, because of my neck. Yesterday, I rolled over lopsided a couple of times and I was sore aftward. For now , I try to roll three times and if I can’t do it, I just take regular vinyasa. This new attitude has taken some of the pressure off. If I keep practising consistently, it will come along eventually. In this morning's practice, I focused on the *inhale* coming up and pressing down through the hands. Hit and miss, but I managed to roll and land one beautiful Chakrasana - it felt like slow motion!

Backbends are becoming more of a theme. Usually, I hold my backbends for five breaths. Today, I decided to shoot for eight breaths. Teacher M instructs me to move my hips forward but for some reason, whenever I try to do this, I move them *back* instead. Being upside down is disorienting! Today, I felt like more of my weight was in my feet.

The regular teachers will return tomorrow and the shala doesn’t open until 8. Everyone will be practising at one time and I suspect it will be crowded (I’ve noticed the Shala has become busier over the last few days).

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Last month, I joked that April might be ’The Month of Svadhyaya”. In light of recent events in my life, a month spent in reflection, study and self-inquiry seems like a pretty good idea, so I’ll go with that.

Plans and goals for the coming month:
- Attend the Shala consistently, maintaining a six-day practice
- 20 minutes of daily meditation
- Attend Kino’s workshops, study the DVDs
- Learn the breath counts and dristes for the full Primary Series and apply this knowledge to my practice
- Reread Maehle’s first book in its entirely
- Learn Devangari (I started last month, but will try to finish the project in April)
- Pick up my guitar for at least 5 minutes each day, with the goal of enjoying music (rather than just ‘practising’ it)

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I’ve been enjoying the April Fools humour floating around the Internet. Claudia really caught my attention with her Nine poses and Kapotanasana Moment of Glory post.

But this one is my favourite. THIS can’t possibly be for real! If it is, then the joke will be on me! I find the whole concept ludicrous. But then again, I raised my eyebrows at ’Spinoga’ and look at it now.